As for fault and blame, I don’t know. Those are loaded concepts for me right now. I really feel like self blame and blame of others is part of what keeps us in this out of balance see saw between attacker and victim. Maybe it doesn’t matter any more whose fault everything is. We all need to take responsibility for our own selves and help each other to do the same.

I have been in and out of depression for a while. It seems like it is when I remember about love and compassion, first for myself and then for everyone else, the energy returns.

Don’t feel bad; I’m lazy, too.

But I wonder if we’re to fault for this laziness. Sometimes I think there’s just not enough energy to be anything but lazy.